plez 4give me

i was wondering for a long time why im so complicated about my self.. about my social life and about the way that my life been turned around in that way, and weardly in my hardest days ever.. i found why!!!

i was away from you, i 4got that ur the resone of my life, and the aim of it.

i 4got that ur the onley one who will be there for me , wat ever i did and where ever i were.

i been away from you and i forgot how jelous you are, and how upset you could be when i but some one instead of you in the 1st place.

whail i know that no one could be in you r greatness, and i 4got that im ur slave 4ever.



4give me for every single thing i did, made u sad,ungry or mad on mee







4give me GOD.. the greatness the highness are for you

one of the wonderful facts

ما من كاتب إلا سيفنى ** ويبقي الدهر ما كتبت يداه
فلا تكتب بخطك غير شيء ** يسرك في القيامة أن تراه

Old memories

mood: faithly strong

song:la7that shoog- 5lid jum3ah

(jello beans)last time i ate this candies was in da work,

i didnt tast it after that

i miss u guys

sweeetest couble in the hole hostel, wish u the happiness

sory i didnt attend the wedding

the home coming Queen, luv u maryy

its not mee.. its the chocolate :$

i gained 2kgs since i came home...

and that shocked me , acctually i throu up every single thing i have

eaten i came here and the onley things that been exepted with my tummy , is

(ALFREDOS CANDYSHOP) chocolates.

i think i been so used on the candies from that shop, i used to go there every chance i could

i brought some with me and suddenly i wished that i brought the hole shop with me:'( .

my sweet choco cake..:''')

this pic has taken on da shop

you cant imgaen how long they spend to make it thake just like that

it tasts like haven......

!!

إني صحبت أناسا ما لهم عدد

وكنت اَحسب أني قد ملأَت يدي

لَما بلوت أخلائي وجدتهم

كالدهر في الغدر لم يبقوا على أحد

إن غبت فشر الناس يشتمني

وإن مرضت فخير النّاس لَم يعد

وإن رأوني بخير ساءهم فرحي

وإن رأوني بشر سرَّهم نكدي

كأنيَ ما اكتفيتُ أذىً من الغربِ

تأتيني فواجعُ من حيث لا ادري

مثل خليلي في القوم لم أجد

وددت لو أنني حاذيته قبري

never love blindly

some times the gurl never recognize what kind of people shes dealing with till she get the bite\she is blinded by love

the most important thing is to do the right thing in the end

just let him go

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hY3zcYDAht0

stranger

for the first time i spend the 14flights hours in something but sleeping

i started to collect my thouts, my freeks about coming back home, my memories that i wanted to throu from that high in the sky ,paking my suit case was so painfull. istart to think

am i going to face more?

will i get some memories back thorugh places that im going to pass on?

suddnly i felt like i dnt miss anybody no more,as long as there going to treat me the same after couble days, its realy weard to feel as stranger in some where you used to live in for 19years.

thnx god that going back to my room in the hostel is not an option otherwise i would be there in a mnt..

i always feel afried in the plane, but this time is really different..

im afried of passing throu that door again i waited there for long once,it contains alot of memories.

im afried of passing in that street and remmember thous shadows.

im afried of coming back mama

i miss a hug, i really mis when people are sweet and nice

i used there on OZ to look strong and keebin it all in me

i cnt stand tht any more