stranger

for the first time i spend the 14flights hours in something but sleeping

i started to collect my thouts, my freeks about coming back home, my memories that i wanted to throu from that high in the sky ,paking my suit case was so painfull. istart to think

am i going to face more?

will i get some memories back thorugh places that im going to pass on?

suddnly i felt like i dnt miss anybody no more,as long as there going to treat me the same after couble days, its realy weard to feel as stranger in some where you used to live in for 19years.

thnx god that going back to my room in the hostel is not an option otherwise i would be there in a mnt..

i always feel afried in the plane, but this time is really different..

im afried of passing throu that door again i waited there for long once,it contains alot of memories.

im afried of passing in that street and remmember thous shadows.

im afried of coming back mama

i miss a hug, i really mis when people are sweet and nice

i used there on OZ to look strong and keebin it all in me

i cnt stand tht any more